Post by thatguy on Jun 26, 2009 0:59:36 GMT -5
He was nothing.. His name was nothing but an overration, living off a supposed legacy that he never really had.. He never earned anything he had.. He didn’t deserve what he was receiving.. He had it all, everything he could have asked for, but he was never truly happy, he was surrounded by what he thought were friends, but inside he was all alone.. Isn’t there an over the counter test for loneliness like this?? This isn’t what he wanted, this isn’t what he thought would be.. Twice as much, ain’t twice as good, and can’t sustain like one and half could.. He had done it, proved his father wrong, proved the detractors wrong..
But in reality, he was wrong..
He tried to leave it all behind.. Something was wrong, it was different.. No matter how hard he tried to walk away, the past walked up and took him back.. It wouldn’t let go.. It wouldn’t die.. It ate him alive.. All attempts to get away from the demon, all attempts to escape his lowly fate were met with retreat and ridicule from the ones who were considered friends, who didn’t know.. Like the old hound and the abusive owner, he was drug back in, trying his life to stop it.. He risked his life for something he no longer wanted..
Something that no longer wanted him..
Show did they find him there?? What did they want from him?? The vultures hiding outside his door.. Why did he keep going back?? What possessed him to go back to what, not only hated him, but what he himself despised??
The past.. He hated what he once was.. The heavy distain for what he was, how he got there.. All he wanted in his life was to change it.. Erase the past and try again, find the quiet in his mind.. He detested the fact that he, nor anyone could ever take away what once was.. His mission was one thing.. Make it all right.. Do what was once wrong, and make it correct.. Did he ever make is right??
He made it nothing but worse.. Will he ever win the world?? Will he ever stop the war?? Will he ever beat this?? Never, if belief is what he’s fighting for.. What puts a hundred thousand children in the sand? What puts a folded flag inside his mother's hand?
Belief.. To overcome it all, he needed to abandon all of his beliefs.. He needed to change all and everything around him.. He did just that, changing everything he once thought and believed in.. God bless him, he failed again.. Retreating back to the old nothing, hearing the exact ridicule he had form the start.. Is belief not enough for him?? Is there more??
Will it take his all?? Will it take his entire being??
Yes it will..
This man is no longer.. This man is dead, gone, buried.. If this is what it takes to get me even higher?? So be it.. This is it.. No more of this way.. No more of this belief, of this life..
Kill it
Over
Justin Tyger
(June 2003 - June 2009)
But in reality, he was wrong..
He tried to leave it all behind.. Something was wrong, it was different.. No matter how hard he tried to walk away, the past walked up and took him back.. It wouldn’t let go.. It wouldn’t die.. It ate him alive.. All attempts to get away from the demon, all attempts to escape his lowly fate were met with retreat and ridicule from the ones who were considered friends, who didn’t know.. Like the old hound and the abusive owner, he was drug back in, trying his life to stop it.. He risked his life for something he no longer wanted..
Something that no longer wanted him..
Show did they find him there?? What did they want from him?? The vultures hiding outside his door.. Why did he keep going back?? What possessed him to go back to what, not only hated him, but what he himself despised??
The past.. He hated what he once was.. The heavy distain for what he was, how he got there.. All he wanted in his life was to change it.. Erase the past and try again, find the quiet in his mind.. He detested the fact that he, nor anyone could ever take away what once was.. His mission was one thing.. Make it all right.. Do what was once wrong, and make it correct.. Did he ever make is right??
He made it nothing but worse.. Will he ever win the world?? Will he ever stop the war?? Will he ever beat this?? Never, if belief is what he’s fighting for.. What puts a hundred thousand children in the sand? What puts a folded flag inside his mother's hand?
Belief.. To overcome it all, he needed to abandon all of his beliefs.. He needed to change all and everything around him.. He did just that, changing everything he once thought and believed in.. God bless him, he failed again.. Retreating back to the old nothing, hearing the exact ridicule he had form the start.. Is belief not enough for him?? Is there more??
Will it take his all?? Will it take his entire being??
Yes it will..
This man is no longer.. This man is dead, gone, buried.. If this is what it takes to get me even higher?? So be it.. This is it.. No more of this way.. No more of this belief, of this life..
Kill it
Over
Justin Tyger
(June 2003 - June 2009)
Revive - Resuscitate
Feel it.. Taste it.. Hear it.. See it..
Renewal
Feel it.. Taste it.. Hear it.. See it..
Renewal
I have a peaceful, easy feeling.. Never have I felt this way.. I’ve never seen this light.. Where has it been this whole time?? This is the place I make my stand.. I’ve found it.. Numb is the new deep.. Done with the old me..
I'm a new man.. I wear a new cologne, you wouldn't know me if your eyes were closed.. I know what you'll say, 'This won't last longer than the rest of the day', but you're wrong this time..
You're wrong.. I'm so alive.. I'm so enlightened..
Look at the stars.. Don't they remind you just how feeble we are??
I’m in repair.. I’m not together yet, but I’m getting there..
Just keep me where the light is..
Roy?? I pray you find your light.. But right now?? It’s my time to shine.. I’ve got nothing to lose, but I have everything to prove..
I’m Michael Christopher, “Soulfire”.. I have nothing to my name, nothing to show.. It’s my time to gain it all.. My time to achieve it all..
Here we go, it time for the new ride..
What a ride it will be…..
Michael Christopher
(June 2009 - )
I'm a new man.. I wear a new cologne, you wouldn't know me if your eyes were closed.. I know what you'll say, 'This won't last longer than the rest of the day', but you're wrong this time..
You're wrong.. I'm so alive.. I'm so enlightened..
Look at the stars.. Don't they remind you just how feeble we are??
I’m in repair.. I’m not together yet, but I’m getting there..
Just keep me where the light is..
Roy?? I pray you find your light.. But right now?? It’s my time to shine.. I’ve got nothing to lose, but I have everything to prove..
I’m Michael Christopher, “Soulfire”.. I have nothing to my name, nothing to show.. It’s my time to gain it all.. My time to achieve it all..
Here we go, it time for the new ride..
What a ride it will be…..
Michael Christopher
(June 2009 - )