IC Battle Royal RP: {Turn The Page}

[thatguy]

No I'm not the man I used to be lately
See you met me at an interesting time
And if my past is any sign of your future
You should be warned before I let you inside

I try, To be the man I am.. In times of broken lives And shattered dreams and plans.. Standing up to fight, The pressures and demands.. Staring at the knife, holding in your hand What used to be your life.. This world is crazy.. My dreams are fading..

I want my life


I’ve had a lot of time to sit and think, reminisce, and regret.. All of it floods… Hits you.. I’ve done a lot of things I wish I hadn’t.. Said a lot of things I wish I hadn’t..

Things are changing…

I’ve dropped a lot of passes in my life, fumbled a lot of touchdowns.. Who knows what I could be now?? Maybe I could have been the best of all time.. Maybe I could be considered in the ranks of the Ravens, The Shawns…

The old is gone…

At this moment.. The maybes.. The what ifs… The could ofs.. They’re gone.. Why?? Because all of it will be gone.. No one will ever look at Michael Christopher and say.. Maybe he could have.. What if he… They will look at me and say… He is..

This is a dawning of a new day….

I’m 34 years old.. I have a lot to do, and little time to do it.. No more will I be a Could Have Been case.. I am going to fulfill all of my life’s potential.. I will be everything every person has said I could be.. That I will be.. If that means starting from scratch?? Then that’s how it’ll be..

This is a new world..

Looking back… I was a shell of a man.. I was rotting inside, and no one could save me.. Did anyone even care?? What I that bad that not a single soul saw?? Even if they saw.. They didn’t enough to care?? They did find me well enough??

Why can't I have my life?? Why do other people get the whole world while I get stuck with crap hand?? Am I not good enough to be good at life or something?

Was I-…. Am I that much of a failure?? Is there nothing I can do?? Am I someone made never to succeed and achieve their dreams and hopes??

There’s gotta be a reason for the rain..

I feel like I’m losing my mind… But I’ve got nothing to lose..

There needs to be a change.. 5 years is way to long to feel.. To live like this.. Something needs to change..

This new world….

Looking back at the errors and wrongs of the past, it all has to be because of one thing.. It’s all because of one thing.. Now that I know that thing.. I can move on in life and realize that I don’t need another kind of green, that I’m on the right side of life.. I’ve had it all along, I just need to live life just one simple way.. It is my mission to go through WWE to spread this message, to provide the means and the rights for everyone to realize their dreams and their chance..

All you need

All you need…

Is a Life with No Sin

Sin is the one thing that will never let anyone ever meet their full potential.. Jason Magnum, you could achieve all you ever want in the world, but you need to free you life of sin.. What’s your sin Jason??

Greed..

You want it all don’t you?? You want everything the you were supposedly promised at birth.. You want everything than your peers ever had.. You’ll never get it though.. Why?? Your life, is based around that sin.. Avaritia is something you can’t fight.. You’ll never advance in life with it..

Especially if I’m here.. I had two of the seven deadly sins.. One being sorrow.. The other??

Gluttony.. You may want it.. But I have it.. Jason Magnum while you’re fighting what you call the good fight, it’ll never be the good fight..

My fight?? I have the good fight.. Rid the world of sin.. Make the perfect world.. That’s all I want.. If it have to be one person at a time?? So be it.. If I have to start from the bottom to do it??

Let it come..

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[Matt Sydal]

Why did you just focus on me? There were plenty of other competitors in this thing that you could've atleast mentioned. That is really the only downfall. Good luck bro.